woke up yesterday morning with a heavy head.rushed everything and bia'd to maju,behaved like a noob on the way in,statics were a blur,running was shitty,rushed outta the place,had bf,rushed home,nua'd for 30min,washed up and rushed outta the house,went exploring to GH,popped by in office,rushed off to choir,did the 2 songs that we learnt, got reiterated everything we lost,went to je nua,went qw wanting to buy sth but decided against it,took bus to work-neighbourhood,water paraded,walked to t1mbre,sat down,ate salad while waiting for tardy feng - t1ng was down wif sth so she had to fly plane..had everything i say/do picked apart,but everything was cool.i get an inkling of how some of my frens may feel.anyway.g00dfellas played, and entertaining as usual,but i realise i dun know 70% of the songs they play.old fart?nah~juz not very mainstream :) and obviously not missing out on the radio stuff.noted a coupla things-that oct must b a great time for fucking,cuz damn many people born in jun;kids these days are bleeding rich.so,stayed for the whole gig (place thinned out early enough,bad economy?), talk/gossip/bitch'ed,surprised by the bill (though i shudn't be) and cabbed home.aaaand on the way was asked question i have no answer for.despite years of awareness of the question.still no ivers0n.wow,i am that old.so.woke up this morning to a heavy head and dry throat.rushed out to NL,pretended to look busy a while,lunched,tempted to go buy sth but decided against it,went back to NL.coupla hours went by,and its food time again.tried going back to office to scan sth,but couldn't access,and in no mood to try harder.went to han's instead,booked ippt,whined a bit,scanned some of the stuff,read the papers,watched some tv and was delivered home.

so,was thinking about the question to which i have no ivers0n,and am horrified.ok,too much.concerned.i really drift.and that's not good,unless its done in some heavily-zng'd japanese car.