Sentosa...Sunny Day...

went sentosa yesterday...all late 'cept jac,haha..all bestie's fault la :P neway good sun,heng never rain,ah bo legend confirm yak non-stop (haha)...pretty fun,other than sunburn n sore forearms...neway jac is small-nail-when,haha...everything oso have...oh well...

then got an sms halfway...surprisingly din manage to bleed me..maybe it hasn't sunken in yet,or i havn't been tinking about it much so far...well...real sunny day...damn...

*i had a dream...
it was a nice dream...
it was a dream that i,if i'm optimistic,believe can come true ...
i dun like nice dreams...
i'd very much like to not dream at all...

sigh...

Free on Monday

well,dun have to help out for matric fair anymore...n i din tink i was that blind,how cud i not have seen that coming?i shud noe better..stupidity...neway at least it takes away something that i hav to think about.

sigh...i shud b sleeping...

hmm...if i go ahead with my current planned timetable,i get...2 free days!!hope i can damage control this sem...
hope last sem was my bwangest sem ev-wait..last sem WAS my bwangest sem ever...sigh...

Got Chance Chalet...

went on wed,stayed for 1 nite only cuz had tuition on thu nite n work on fri...nice to c most of them again,haha...played soccer with them (minus weisheng-he had to accompany gf n shiqing,haha)...as usual,full of laughter affair,with the usual antics n crap...then wayne had his shirt appreciated by a doggie,haha...left its mark on his shirt..very wet ar :)
then went back for bbq,i peng hanzi n sweetcorn,haha...then sit n tok cock (or rather listened to them tok cock,for the most part)...sianz...then the girls left,then ww came...surprised a bit by conversation,but oh well...nvm...read a bit then went to sleep,while the others made noise the entire nite playing mahjong...finally everybody concussed around 7+ in the morning...made noise again,haha...neway i joined young elder,weisheng n his gf (sorry dunno how to spell her name) for breakfast,then took train with her back..tokked a bit,then she headed for school...envy...

then i just realised that i'm supposed to go help out at matric fair..sianz gotta fly plane yet again...n i can't decide how i feel about that...
tired...
tired...
tired...

Rainy Morning...

yup,n so i overslept again..so took cab (again) to sch,for the cca card...settled everything,passed things over to bro,n...went home.stupid ass,waste my own time only...neway met wayne at nite for sin city..pretty cool,i guess,i've never read the comics,so i can't really say...neway elijah wood's character was creepy...n josh hartnett was...well,cool,haha...

...personal failures apart,i'd really like to kick that mfsob...

sigh...how much longer u wanna sour?oi.Oi.Oiii~~!!sigh,nvm...

"...Each person must make the decision to leave his past behind or die with it hanging about his neck...there are some who would rather die..." ~the Lioness

B@y Be@ts

went for that with kx yesterday,after one whole day of sleeping,sianz...oink..neway it was pretty cool,but too bad we missed the sunset thing...saw some fireworks for the ndp stuff,beautiful...neway going down again later tonight after work...

legend's free le,more hls! n hope bestie will finally plan a successful sentosa trip.. c?i'm being optimistic! :)

hope 0pt feels better soon...

Start of another week

tired...
tired...
tired...

sometimes i think back,n wonder if it's really as denko said,so long (?) ago...nah,not to me,not chummy...sigh...

Good Friend

dead beat now...should have been sleeping long time ago,but as usual,no self-discipline...sigh...being ok is an entirely tiring affair...

*Being a 'Gd Fren'*
involves showing concern, offering support when i'm down, saying the right words at the right time, and being happy for me when i'm leading a better life.among other things.
sadly speaking,u did non of the above...asshole.

Gathering

hmm...forgot to mention that i saw someone i tink is erna at bugis the other day..ok,thursday...went there to walk around after the performance in the morning...

oh well,bought something..was planning of checking out prices at other places,but in the end cudn't b bothered,just bought it lor...after that went home for more punishing..

friday,went out with clubber,she enjoying the end of her honeymoon week,haha...walked around suntec,then watched FF...ok la,the show...think so far batman has been the most ok comic film...i think la..oh well,sin city's coming out next week :P neway paiseh to clubber,she left for home quite late cuz i was hungry n got something to eat..while she attempted to break 200 sms,haa...neway i went kx's house,nice to see them again after so long...had cake,celebrated wil's bday along with my belated one (thanx,guys)..then watched american wedding..sianz,i cannot watch/listen to shows/songs that r all happy n chirpy n have all-ends-well-at-the-end cuz it just depresses me...ya,more than my metal n hard rock n watever noise pollutants...

sianz,lepew jio'd slipknot concert,but i din wanna go la,so ex...+ i'm not exactly a fan,i think...glad that i din accept the ticket for the present,waste her money only...actually i kinda like my skeleton lego leh..thanx...

sigh,then slept so little (only about 3 hours) then went to work..had quite a number of cockups there,some i totally dun understand...dammit...think i'm being way too lucky...wouldn't last...don't push it...

Wishes Granted...Yay.

there was a person who did not like much...
n he said,
"i don't like what i see,n i hope there're some things i never have to see.."
"i wouldn't like to make myself deaf,but it is therapeutic for me.."
"i never want to displease You again.."
"i want All that i love to be better off.."

SomeOne heard,n said,
"I know not what you not want to see,but I must fulfil your wish because you are My child..so you shall never see anything again."
"I cannot prevent you from going deaf,because you have it coming,but I must fulfil your wish because you are My child..so I,not you, shall make you deaf."
"This is the only way i can do it,but I must fulfil your wish because you are My child..so you shall never displease the One again."
"And All that you love is better off."

n thus all his wishes were granted.

Purchases again...

went for performance yesterday morning...was happy,yet sad...just glad that i had my rage cd with me...bought something from absolute comics,then headed home for more punishing...
gonna meet up with 3880 ppl again later tonight..hope i dun oversleep n b late for work..

sigh,how much longer?2 months le...

Vinegar Woman

hmm...yan returning soon...I.V. back le (?) legend be out in couple of weeks...wayne oso soon-to-be-free...
so.nothing much to do in the meantime...tink i gonna take ippt again next week...sianz,cannot have more expensive seconds...
oh well,bridge will be straight wen i reach it...so many things i wanna do...
hope sentosa n nite cycling trips go as planned...
wanna finish my trilogy before school starts..
wanna finish my games before sch starts...
wanna learn sth before sch starts...
wanna tidy up my room again before sch starts...

about games,been doing lotsa punishing the past few days...n it's been great so far...shotguns,machine guns,sniper rifles,knives,bats,etc... cool~

still about games,i wanna buy ultimate spiderman n x-men legends 2!!!
(yo meng,help me buy leh...)

sianz,i wish i had all the money in the world to buy books and comics...
oh well...

koonzing...

hmm...went jurong spring cc this morning to play bball...sianz,i have no j-shot anymore...sigh..neway met up with han (again) in town,klkk,then met bestie n bui to go clarke quay mrt...legend was the 1st one there...

wow...

neway dare-move...everyone went herbi for me.. T.T moved to tears...havn't seen ang n junling for some time le,so good to c them..oh well,din hav the good fortune to c flo aka meinu...nvm will hav chance one,haha...oh n thanks to yan for the call...

neway went to old place,eat le then went to chinapoint kopi bean to sit n slack...after that went home..damn tired...old le..n i hate going to town on weekends,with the crowd n all...oh well,not impt...

hmm...realized i'm being pretty incoherent,no good structure...nvm..brain dead le..koonz-ing...

hmm...1st of all,happy birthday to alex aka owen-on-drugs....

neway went out with meng n han for dinner just now,went to suntec..went to e noodles place,but i only ate spinach tofu cuz nothing else available for me le :( but e tofu is good la,haha...saw yongheng,sylvia,elena n sylvia's bf?) there oso...nice,haven't seen them for long time le,esp elena...neway went marina square to "klkk"~legend ,n meng had this obscenely sized burger...neway,not impt...

hmm..pathetic is wen u wait in anticipation for something that has no bearing watsoever on anything,at best will probably make u less depressed n u can't reply with watever comes to mind...hmm...did i say pathetic?did that sound pathetic?oh well...matters not...

sianz...havn't had full-strength igualans for long time le..the last time was C.V. concert at that ulu place...

hmm...does using 'hmm' make me sound like i'm doing deep thinking,hence makes me sound cheemer than i am?hmm...matters not...not thinking straight...should shut down for the night...