1 week since i came back from competition trip...feeling a lil tired,tho' i'm not exactly sleep-deprived..appetite has been unusually big,dunno y..c if it lasts...

too much metal is bad...head damaged from all that banging...can't tink straight,or tink too slow,or sth just fundamentally wrong with tinking process..sometimes i shud just shuddup,or at least tink more b4 i speak...wait,tried that before...kinda blew up in my face-fundamental problems in tinking process...shuddup it is then...

split/c me open,fine by me...it's a solution,either way...sianz...

actually,the more i tink about it,the more i feel that i'm favored by the powers-that-be...anger creation issue-solved...pissing issue-solved...n wats impt got better...n i din even have to lift a bleeding finger...it's just that none of them happened the way i thought they would or wanted them to...

i never wanna have to say those 2 letters again...hypocritical bastard...

2 things that he (WildStorm?) said that night (or morning) stick in my mind...1st one,made me feel...relieved that it had not been in vain,shallow as it had been...2nd one,hit the nail right on the head,tho' i dun tink he knows it...then again,if its so bloody obvious that he could get it right w/out knowing it, it had to be a pretty big problem right?yup,at least,according to most people,i guess...

owing to domee's...encouragement n interest (haha..),this is the start..i know its not sunday yet,dom..just tot i'd start first :)
well,it's been an..eventful vacation so far...interesting,to say the least...

neway,i'm not being depressive in my choice of blogname,k?i din come up with this,n i din wanna use a name that's not...lasting..like samidiot.blogspot.com,cuz i may not remain an idiot forever,ya?...well,one can hope,it's free..

hmm...too much to tok about regarding vacation,so end off here...maybe i'll keep u posted about my happy vacation so far...(yeah,i'm talking to u,dom :P)