slack

happy weekend of pure play..well,and sleep..

neway headed to sentosa on sat with cvkias for postconcert celebrate-attack-swallow,had fun, though a couple incidents kinda marred the day a little..neway had fun,bottom line..went home to nap,then woke to join witchy n her colleague for the run..quite nice,haha..(but i did an ah pek time :( guess next yr will work on improving ah pek time) recovery din seem too badly oso (apart from sleeping sunday away),legs were pretty ok by mon night, so can consider standchart42k liao.assuming i do my revision for exams well.been a happy mon n tue so far.SEA's always a joy,group discussion went kinda well for histo class,avene||'s oso a joy,usually, and (a bit less) stressd after euro class.well,these,in addition to other non-sch stuff,makes me happy :) hope research for presentation goes well from wed to fri,so weekend will be (relatively) stress-free!neway i'm well past my bedtime,so..ciao.

the good.the bad.

think i slightly injured my ankle after run juz now..(must be the tug jumps.senior citizens shudn't engage in such strenuous activities) so.run was good.aftermath is not.

stressed group discussion.ok,juz that lil bit of stress.group members were nice.then again,they can afford to be.why i in first group??? (see wat i mean about whining?)

Y

The Last Man...totally cool comic from Vertig0

r some things harder to do than i thought?like staying ahead of readings,among other things.

do i still not know where i wanna go?it's only been 2 decades,+..

din i make better use of time to try be a better student?pick up better student skills?spotting exam questions wud b a great skill,methinks.


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i've decided.tuesday shall mark a return to running.it's been far too long.n i need it.really neeeeed it...

weekend...

i think i have iv|e phobia,or rather forum phobia...1 day never go online only n there r more postings on the forum liao..n i shud be starting to show face on forum soon,i guess,i dun wan 10/100 for participation :(

nvm,back to happy thoughts..last nite finally finished the concert,yay~! though wasn't very well-done,i must admit..but,end of everything,happy!!looking fwd to celebration@sentosa! (erm,it IS a qing gong yan right?) nvm,haha..neway yesterday ma,woke up n did some stuff,1 of which was a rather last min decision.then,realized that i was way too late to make it by train,so went to buy sth to eat then bia cab down,shun bian pick nana up along the way.after that is prac prac prac..ooh,saw hu1jun at the lobby(?) area,syc oso having prac..then aiyer,geogfugue runthru si beh scary...n then,got the stuff from han before concert started..performance came n went,very fast,haa...after that,zobo,took pics,etc...thanx to all who came to support! ooh,n thanx to zj n zj,for performing despite busyness...after concert went kop1t1am,had dessert..ooh,shiok,longtime no eat cold stuff le,haha...eh,tokking cock with igualans,oso longtime no tok le,heh..(LEGEND GO ORGANIZE GATHERING!!!)
neway after that stayed a lil' while longer,made a small detour,then headed home..n stayed online till a bit later then slept..woke in the afternoon,song~this is life man...

boo~ n now back to readings :(

skin

k,this skin shall not b permanent,just a black skin to make myself happy while i procrastinate on getting another skin (in a few months,maybe,ha)

It's Been 1 Week

been a long week..played like crazy during final week of vacation (n totally not sorry about it,esp wen i think of just the fist day of school,but..more on that later).. watched helen and hard candy..helen was kinda touching,hard candy was incomprehensible to me apart from the most superficial of levels..perhaps there wasn't enough character development..oh well,dunno la..went wakeboarding last thu,damn shiok..though i think i kinda verified my hypothesis that i have a learning curve that's quite anti-steep..if y is the learning done n x,the time taken..oh well,proximity to zhengj1e has given me more of a just-whack attitude..erm,nvm..neway the place was shiok,very lazy feel to it..like i holidaying (which,in a sense,i was..) at some nua place (which,again,the place was.is.) oh well,neway fri went to watch fireworks with cv peeps,went to that ulu place..well,ok view,i guess,but kinda distant.and couldn't watch the fireworks that went off at lower altitudes cuz treeline was blocking view.(n 0pt said she watched on sat,with full view.sitting down.no jostling. ENVIOUS~~~) back to fri..neway saw some vc ppl,incl 0pt,at that place-which-i-dunno-e-name..after that,shared cab home..insert a couple of pracs at fush's,+ 2 tuitions,and there went my weekdays..sat was rehearsal at yms.not that bad a rehearsal,though i wasn't too happy about it..so much more could have been better..nvm,not impt,over le..neway after that went qj1e's bday party,talked about some rather sombre stuff while there.had no comments at the time.perhaps a later time.
so.sunday,went back to css for the carn1val thing (nice to see some old faces),reached early to prep for short performance (which i tot was rather pointless,the place was so damn noisy),after that continued with prac..kinda tiring,after a long day,but din actually spend all that time on prac la,had some downtime..spent some time doing readings on way home..hmm,that's more or less the record of me last week of vacation..

well,went over to meng's for pool-chelsk1 match at nite,damn song!! go r11se powerdrive!!
neway headed home after match,to sleep better..

so..school started today,went for class in the morning and late afternoon,both of which i thought was rather interesting (for today,without the burden of class discussion). was kinda thinking it's cool,till i realized that this is supposed to be the slack week,1st week of sch n all..it feels like a (bit lighter) normal week though..hate to think of how crunchtime will b like..

well,crunchtime is here now..my answer to fush's question posed on sat is that i don't noe what exactly it is i want,whether the concert's gonna b a runaway success or not.i dun even have to think about that. what i want is to keep my promise. i promised fat that i'd help for this concert,n that's what i'm gonna try to do. i dun wanna be a presence that,if absent,makes no difference t all,cuz that's not helping (to me),that's just making up the numbers (wait,that was wat fat said to me then,no?haha..)


sense of foreboding(yeah,i'm plagiarizing here,ha..),for more than just 1 thing...n i'm being realistic,not pessimistic.

the hourglass runs low...

sianz..down to last week of hols,before term starts..must make full use of it (while having to do readings also,dammit)
things to do:

tidy up room.i'd sterilize the place,but too bad that's outta reach.for now.
print,zap readings.
read thru said readings n prep for class.
un-mute me lappie.
play.like mad.it IS my last long vacation (i hope) after all.

n have to squeeze in time for work,module meeting,tuitions n pracs.

7 days.feels like 7 min.

darn...

it's been awhile

eek,think cv not used to me moodswings,haha...people asking after me (thanks much)...maybe i shud cut down on my stinkface?

oh well,in not-good mood yesterday,cuz mainly of cough and many other minor things..well,left early to go home,but got detoured a lil on the way back..bought some stuff to munch,n mood got better :) after that went to b00n |ay mkt to see tailor,but unfruitful trip..neway after that went home,nua,slept..

worked today (again,finally!)...put me therapy on for the hourney to work,happy :) then went to work,read comics (for product knowledge,mind u), happy :)

i decided to lift my ban on deafen-meself therapy,since i kinda got my concert songs ok le..yay! now just waiting for wen running therapy can resume..still seem so far away..mum seems rather anti-western medicine...i dun care la,i wan cough to go away,i havn't run in 2 weeks now,any longer n i'd go nuts(ier than i alredy am,n tts anything but good)

last week of vacation...n i still dunno wat last module to take..damn,i'm screwed...