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no monday blues.not really neway..cos i'm on course :) pretty interesting la, but tink i'll still suck at it. neway bought some stuff that i wanted, a few more on the list. i shud have a purchase list, so i wun have to forget to buy some stuff, can 1 shot buy all.economy of time.time management.maximize time.all middle class values, i've learnt.am i middle class then?huh..no bearing.
neway.kinda tinking i shud visit some people.maybe during the weekends, wen i can squeeze swim time in,ha.see how it goes.
sinseh sinseh..had declared myself healed last friday.that is,until a cold drink instigated a pain in the ankle.pui.sinseh sinseh.i tink yap healed liao lor,all in less than a quarter of the time i've spent injured.of course,i can console myself in the fact that mine's old and recurring.and he is young(er), and fit(ter), and a non-ankle breaker.
hmm...think my temper's gotten way worse.i cud take a lot more back wen i was leisurely (i.e. slack and aimless). now, wanna slack oso no mood.pissed off easily (probably cuz i'm sleeping a lot less than wat i want).not that i've every been a heavy sleeper,but...this is like exams period, wen all i wanna do is sleep,but i cannot now.neway.so energy-deficient that i get tired juz thinking about the things i have to do.erm,my boss wun c this right?k,safe.i'm a motivated and productive individual,boss! :D

i have finally decided.i shud look into ways to make things work between us,but until i find a solution, its probably best if we were to cool it awhile,its just not working for us regardless of how i enjoy ur company.for now,this will prob be the last week with my earphones. back to earbuds? :((((((((((

Igualans O-> meetup

ok all guys meetup=the 2 half-guys not joining us.pending any suggestion to the contrary,we will meet at clarke quay on friday at 1900h. i have not decided on place yet,doubt i will book anyplace.if you think a booking should be made,make yourself heard.if you have a suggestion for place to go,make yourself heard.people,friday call me wen you reach the area.i'll let you know where we are (or where i am).that settles it then.cya friday guys.

note: if you do not make any suggestions or make your opinions about watever known, you have effectively given your god-given right to democracy. henceforth, you have surrendered your rights to me, who shalt decide our fate for the evening. thus, you have given up your rights to voice your dissent or dissatisfaction if you do not make any known earlier.

erm,put simply, if something goes wrong on the day itself (e.g. cannot find place cuz too crowded, place we go to food not nice, too ex, not 'cool' ,etc) and you have the cheek to kaopeh me, i will make you very well-acquainted with one of my fingers (guess which one :P).

I have spoken. My will be done. (?)

O_O

yawn.listening to a song.looking at lyrics.coming up blank.say what say what??a genre i'm not into,a language i'm sucky at,a band (liberal semantics,as dr G wud say) i dunno.i'm fucked.
speaking of G,i wonder if he has anything to say wrt to the debate about mentioned deviance.

the fark?

hmm...h0m0 debate has me pissed off.a little la.i'd rather people have some decent semblance of a survey to back up their crusade.not that i'm pro,or against.i'm just anti-m0ral crusaders.granted,i probably know many,or maybe i'm even one.watever.duno ytf they bother trying to not annoy some groups.like,far s they'r concerned,we'r gg to hell neway le,wats e diff?fuck off.
neway.less pissed offy stuff.bought baltim0re,pretty nice so far.
erm,now am not tinking about whether to get all the other hellb0ys liao.juz tinking about wen and how.
and mcr apparently coming here in dec.havn't heard anything about it yet.i shud listen to their live tracks then decide if i wanna go.prob not la.still.

byebye Mr...

ok,juz can't add my name to the title-makes me sound almost respectable.neway effectively tendered my resignation yesterday,dinnoe mag was expecting me to do that,ha.kinda sian,it was last class for sats,so no more early sat mornings le.thu is continuing till end of month though.but...i like sats better.erm,just more sian than i tot i'd be.neway.bleeding tired yesterday.old n tired n grumpy n pissed half the time.gimme a colostomy bag and i'm well on my way to a coffin..
neway saw yant1ng just now while i was out wandering.i shud go out every sunday-been seeing people on the streets.(erm,people i noe.) sian..
finished snake-eater today.ok,gotta save up for ps3 now.
considering juz buying the whole bunch of hellb0y tpb.extremely tempted to do so.so...wats holding me back? erm..hmm....

and,anyway.
nobody.replied.to.my.fucking.post.
tmd,maybe i shud juz jio yan to meet up.assuming he's not too lazy to come out,haa..but,i got something (i think,haven't actually went to dig it up yet) he wans to borrow :)

erm...dammit?

dammit,rushed for time.stayed back today to settle some stuff.bought stuff that turned out to be useless again(wats new).considering sacrificing sound quality for comfort(heathen!).going for yippeeyayolegogogo activities tomorrow(sigh).have to sleep soon(yawn).dammit,24 quickly come back!good luck to stressed-out-and-appears-single-cuz-dressed-slackily friend.erm,that really looks like a lousy place to be,so if u get the chance to get out...neway.dammit,gotta go.

of ripples and stillness

yet another weekend gone.this is how you don't realize how your life flashes past you. sian. on a less pess note, saw kk+michpang & keong+ka1jun today,ha..surprised to see the latter actually in town.amazed that the day wasn't spent on grocery-shopping at jp,haha..ok i'm being a mean arse.neway blew money on comics again today.i hope i stick to the cap i set.n that the cap isn't too liberal.neway the b0ys is nice,in a typical enn1s way.hope it doesn't get cancelled,ha..tot of,but din buy baltim0re.realize that i dun like to buy books from kin0,cuz they stick their price tags and watever labels on the books itself.and kin0 labels are hardly aesthetically pleasing to me.so,hold off on it.try to find a place that sells the book yet doesn't deface the cover.or maybe check if cmm can bring it in.
sian.another checkpoint on the endless (or looping) road.consequences,ripples,and finally nothing.some things probably shouldn't be said ever.then again,it may not mean a thing if they're said.make a ripple,and the water goes back to stillness.or waviness.or watever it had been before the ripple.well.no ripples,regardless of the probable return to stillness.the precedent's been set.i will follow.cuz i'm a sheep. baa~

been a while

hmm,been some time..neway. been at work for about 3 weeks,all still ok.erm,nearest veggie stall closed down,damn sian.been damn sunny this whole week,apart from today (my swim day). $&*^$)@%#^%. had a few meetups this week,all've been fun.some bad news,some average news.for people who're going thru a ruff patch,take care and be strong.while i'm at it,regards to the family as well.after all,i have been a guest at the home before.hmm..woke up to rashes today.for a moment i tot it was caused by some duno-wat-weird-cause.think i'm juz a lil allergic to the booze.haiz.i'm contributing to ah gong's tacks coffers,more than i have to,sianz.i wanna get a psIII sometime in future,if only for mgs4 and g0d of war 3. can't wait,esp the latter.then again,these days i dun have much time for games.watching shows and going out,on top of my routine stuff,r enuff to kill me liao,ha.still,can't miss out on the bashing and slashing.btw old workplace doesn't carry hack/s|ash,kns.maybe shud email yan a list of things to buy hor.o well.time to sleep.hope rash goes away.very quickly.

Song of the Day (of ALL Sundays,actually):
Blue Monday, Orgy. No,dun think the lyrics are relevant.i chose this purely on its title.