Sunday, January 04, 2009

rammstein, ohne dich

did the usual car0lling at sicc,and mar1na mandar1n.suite was a blast,though it was kinda overkill since so few of us stayed.neway,wii's a real workout.on x'mas day,got stuck in a lift at sicc.lucky i was standing where the air was coming in,otherwise i'd have fainted.

went to legend's on nye.the girls couldn't make it,yan left early.played silly game and drank.then went home to crash.sent a pretty bastard-sounding msg, and for a while it could have been a shithole.well luckily it turned out ok.luckily.

met up with feng n ting on fri,went to pau|aner brahau5 after dinner.cuz t1mbre was full.at both substati0n & arts h0use,kns.the live band was pretty ok though.good meet-up.feng is enjoying her work,although it gets pretty shitty.doubt i'd ever handle this kinda life.or rather,i dun wanna find out.still.stories of young wannabe kidults were entertaining.maybe i should check it out sometime.hmm...nah~

met up with ken,yant1ng and liy1 on sat,went to br0tzeit after lunch.i think i ordered the exact shit i did the previous night.neway j1awen,hua1zh1 and ir1s joined up later.talked awhile,mostly about how nusch0ir is now.then we all split.i went freeneasy walking,stopped by kino awhile and headed home for some krat0s-slashing.how i missed/needed it.still,i wonder why i so readily said ok when ting jio'd.i mean,i must have known right?stupidity i guess.understatement.

stayed home and nua'd the whole sun away.only redemption was the very short run i did.pissy mood,hence the run despite persistent coff.i should branch out.

if i had money to burn,i'd have gotten a shrink.but,give it time and i think the bugger would end it like t0dd did/plans to do al.even i find the story stale.same punchline after years?i need my head in the right place.and a game plan.and something to burn off some of the fanger.or maybe i just need an out.or a compass.

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