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saw an owl just now..think i'm mountain tortoise,but first time i've seen an one!! sianz,tired...concert coming up in 5 days, counting down..hope all goes well..

neway recently realized why i dun like bon Jov1 post-these days...the newer albums all sound so...happy,sigh...neway 2 people have mentioned something about my choice of music,i suppose it's true to some extent..still,nothing much i can do..i just dun buy it...

sianz,i hope i can retrieve some things soon,currently inaccessible...hope i dun lose them for good..

sian...

watched a clip from ghost rider..seems pretty cool,but have to wait till next year,tsk...neway i like audioslave vocals,tho' i think their songs a bit nua..then again,i've only heard a few.. what's there to look forward to in the immediate future? hmm...v for vendetta, like nothing much le...x-men 3 in may,perhaps..reading house of m just now,|00 bullets take a back seat when i have something more mainstream to read,haha...

sianz,lagging...

Belated Ah Jenn...

thanx to jenn for the treat...must find time to use ur '05 birthday gift k?ah bo it'll feel very sad collecting dust in the drawer,hahaha... neway sorry for late celebrations,sorry for the even later gift (dunno when it'll materialize)..
called bui just now,he sounded stoned..k,maybe he's feeling stoned,due to sickness..everybodys sick these days...
neway good luck to legend for later...sianz,talked a bit just now about what we gonna do after school...basically depressingly sianz...owe one fart-drum debt...

GN'R!!!!!

woohoo~~!!! new tracks from gn'r!! hope the album comes out soon,too long in the making liao..

an aberration... :)

hmm...saw BH at cine last wed,tokked abit,mostly about me,haha...paiseh i din ask about him,but i was rushing for work,haha...

hope prac was ok just now,no time no time...
this break unproductive again,as expected...sianz...but at least choir getting better..erm,in my opinion la,haa...
neway some pracs back, nelly explained wat agnus dei means..think he'd flip if he hears any lamb of god song,haha..assuming he lasts one song..

n thanx to the cure,ah bo i wun even dig out my ho|y wood album...think its my first n only concept album,think its one of my fave ones..nice cover + pure depression,wats not to like?haha...sianz,then i realized its only part of a concept album tri|ogy,tempt me to buy the other 2...nah~ i have more self control now,hah!

had diytherapy again just now,yay! think if maintain then i'm on my way to sub945 le,yay! but ran on (more-or-less) empty stomach,i'm dying of hunger now :(

midterm break

sigh...why midterm break so early?so many things to do,so little time to do them..

yesterday heard some grand plans for cv,haa,courtesy of legendary legend...think by the time fat comes back,everybody suffering from delusions of grandeur liao,all thanx to legend,haa...ok,shall save for our mini-bus...at least we finished geogfugue yesterday,haha...but still,little time left le...

today,worked. i'm into |00 bullets these days,haa..sianz...

tomorrow...think i may not join them for badm,no time liao...need to survive the night..sigh,think i'll just go for usual therapy at night,i'll probably need it...sigh...dun be spoiler...no time no time..


i need a partition, and a format..too much useless junk lying around..

sigh...

stressball...

got to arrange consultation today,lucky..ah bo think i bwang my essay more... neway sianz,damn tired..spent the whole day doing and prepping essay stuff...bloody heavy bag...walking around...had a mistake-intensive day,been (more of) a screwup..lucky work is tomorrow,ah bo think i no need to take back sundays-they'll be returned to me on a plate...sianz...

stressball day, sianz...but at least it had a good start,thanx for the message,witchy..too bad i dun have much to spread around in the first place...not in the mood either,haa..

oh well,2 more days of less-than-required-amount-of-sleep, sigh..

hits n misses...?

i think the blood extraction experience is kinda novel..the after-effects are familiar,the none-numbing is not..i shud go for more of this,haha...neway woke up early to go for that screening la,sianz...neway did the reading for essay due soon,sianz - dun understand the point the author is trying to make half the time.i'm screwed...

neway i'm glad it wasn't me,i'd hav died (ok,i'm overstating things a lil')...no,dun think i'm being selfish here,really..others wudn't,i would.neway it's an academic individual mental discussion,no point to it all,really..sianz...
hope i dun have to dry the rest.right about now,there is only one confirmed hit.darn.

half the sem gone...deadlines coming...quickly get ur closure,u *beep*..no point having to wait till there's no work left to do, is there?

read my eyes off

worked for 3 hours doing something so time-consuming and tiring that i hope i never do it again..if it gets to be a daily thing,i'll have no regrets wen the time comes for me to take back my sundays..neway after that i did catching up for my reading of comics (product familiarization,ok?), finally approaching the end of transmetropo|itan,yay~
neway as expected,had zero productivity today,sianz...tomorrow got health check...

"paranoids are those who have all the facts" ~spider jerusa|em

i've been tagged

Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used.

1) Deafening myself on my cd player.

2) Having a stranger being nice and proving my basic assumptions wrong.

3) Spending time with friends.

4) Running at night at AnnYouAss, thinking about nothing.

5) Feeling perky,happy when i'm feeling perky,happy.

i almost answered in the mold of 'i wish for sth',kns...too many years never do comprehension le,fail!!

neway i tag:

Domee
The Cure
Clubber
Witchy
ZeroPoint


(oi,yan..if the person i tagged doesn't know i tt he/she's tagged or doesn't have blog doesn't matter right?haha...)

weekend...

just went for meng's hall dance,quite entertaining,tho a lil' long...sianz,low productivity today..hopefully tml oso...then wen took pic with side-ing,meng said i dunno how to smile...wtb,i dunno how to smile meh?kns...neway i ws thinking about concert coming up,kinda worrying...i get the feeling that midterm break will have to chiong pracs liao...

have been tinking about wat ah heng said about ah kwa's analogy-tt-was-not-said-this-sem,dunno..suppose it's 1 of those so-general-tt-it-can-apply-to-anybody thing...nvm,not impt...

neway i guess i have to postpone Operation Taking-Back-Sundays,i'm just too damn broke...but think i'll definitely quit latest by august,if i'm still a student by then...

more than a bit pissed off the past few days (no,nothing in particular happened,just one of those days),mixed with a the usual doom-n-gloom...went for tuition yesterday,i suppose i gave kid a lil' stick for something relatively minor...shifted from gear one to six with nothing in between...not healthy...

neway i like the post on wil's blog,the one about poets n death n shit,haha..oh well..

of stupidity

unbelievably so...took me 15,20 min to figure out what was so obvious that i shud have realized it as soon as i saw it...not that it's an impt matter or anything,but...nvm,shall see in time...

stupid...

rojak...dammit,metaphor is contributing to hunger...

had another sandman a few days back,cloud...different from how i remember,haha..oh well,doesn't matter..

sigh,so unfair..how come japan's 7-11 got yosh1k1 while we got taufick??kns...

dammit,hope it was work again..i dun wan swaymouth..

discovered sth about a fren today,surprised..maybe that's the reason for the life-loving?

ran a very short run just now...exciting,doing my best not to slip n thus tak glam(~clubber),haha...but dun think it was very productive...sianz,lousy rain..rained whole day le still rain at nite,kns...

was reading the forum for a particular mod, n i was thinking how come my perspective so drastically different from the not-so-distant-past,but after i read another mod's forum,i was kinda relieved cuz i was seeing things as i did in the not-so-distant-past,i.e. catch no ball,cheem stuff,etc...think the guy must have been cheated by some chiong academic or sth before, ah boh he's just excessively paranoid in the conspiracy theory mold...

sianz...midterm break coming soon...half the sem about to fly by...sianz..

memory is unreliable.memory is fallible.memory is fluid.
objectivity is an unattainable ideal.
the same actions in a different context has different meaning and significance.
truth is irrelevant.as long as you believe something is,it is.

this fucking sucks.
no it doesn't,u r making it sucky for urself.stop blaming other people.
just cuz i make things sucky for myself doesn't mean this doesn't suck.n this was never about blame.

swearing heathens burn in hell.
wait,heathen doesn't work in this context..i'd need someone else for it to work.fuck.

A Good Weekend...A Not So Good Weekend...Good...Not Good...Good...

hmm...this whole week been super slack..din do much work..lagging in everything...readings lagging...sigh,i dun wanna contribute to country's employment figures yet..i dun wan this to be my last sem...no,i simply luurvve~~ Ann U. Ass too damn much,cannot leave so soon...

good weekend,finally got the laptop...been a happening weekend,haha...reunion dinner with CV on sat (nice fruits and cakes,haha...)+[oops,thanx to eve (or rather,her maid) for fishraw kosong..haha,like back to sec sch days],dinner with half strength igualan on sun..sigh,i dun wanna be proactive anymore,i dun wanna organise anything anymore...no full strength :( sorry legend for bringing ur camera for nothing...

bad weekend...no work=no money...no studying...must study!! must earn the chance to eat the not-particularly-filling food at techedge! asian cuisine at yih!
be productive~~!!!

Post-CNY

so...did not visit much,did not do much work,did not do anything productive/constructive (sleeping doesn't count). did finish god of war,did rearrange and tidy up my room (though it was a lil' slipshod,haha... content :)

oh well..anyway surprised bui on CNY eve's eve,haha...thanx to Yien n clubber for the intelligence updates..nua'd the holidays away,finally decided to get my hands off the ps2 after completing god of war (cool game,btw...lotsa gore,yay!)..tink it'll have a sequel,can't wait :P

eh,super belated,but thanx to igualans + flo for my (oso belated) present,haha...erm,bui will get his after he gets back...ang can decide wat he wants,or if he thinks he's already got a very good present from his trip le then nvm oso can,haha...


sianz,i think all automated machines should have a limit of how many transactions a person an make one time..just now at cash deposit machine,the auntie spent smelly-smelly 15min at the machine lor...dunno how many accounts she needed deposit cash into...n then some notes kena rejected she fished around for other notes,kns...should limit maybe 3 transactions max at one time..after that still want more transactions?back of the queue please..

ahem,whine end...

sianz,dunno if witchy free or not...if not think it'll be a few months later before we can meet up loh..

sianz,i realized i lost all of my mcr n most of my papa roach songs...oh,n spineshank..how to live without them?sigh....nvm,think i have them somewhere..

sianz,i think i'm in a state of anxiety...at least,i am if i remember what doc gana said...the tension between acting on desires and appropriateness of those actions.or sth like that.sigh,i dun remember nuts about that module,n it was one of my fave classes [if only mainly because of his liberal use of semantics-his words (paraphrased)]...

sigh...