v1ch0rale

huh..long day,went for usual prac.lotsa work to be done.haiz..after that went vich0rale concert.neway saw gerald,0pt,michtay there.n some others with whom i'm not too familiar,thus i remained AS.oopps,n saw luh0ng at train station..neway,back to concert,i think i always get depressed watching choral concerts.after listening to the 1st half,and going for an extremely necessary p break,i felt like listening to sp1neshank.oh well.6 more days...

forgot to mention,heard some feedback about someone when i went for interview the other day.i wudn't have known,but,oh well...these kinda stuff r complex,which i am not.

sian..think i'll probably be an unfi|ial son later,gotta revise before prac again at nite.i juz hope i wun b alone (in a way) there.speaking of which,i suspect someone's the sis of someone,though unlikely,ha..the face so similar.

maybe i get depressed in choral concerts cuz i think of the past.and what's the past for,if not to depress you n show you wat a shithole the present is? :)

991pierce

hmm...final week before sundays are mine again..been kinda occupied,j0bhunt has taken a backseat for now..
hmm,started job with kids last week,pretty fun..of course,that's before i get a class (n responsibilities) of my own.then,interview on thursday,which i fucked up,haa..
neway went back school on tuesday to talk to pr0f l0ckhart,then dropped by to see gnap.sian.still problematic all over.havn't seen sinseh,gotta go next week.
hmm,had a coupla weird dreams,1 weirder than the other.still being pathetic,1 click away.eh..wanna go hit the pool,but rains everytime i plan to go.
pool are playing well this season.well,better start than previous few seasons.hope they can maintain.
reminded this morning why i've been sticking to black tops so far.and why its not a good idea to start changing.
reminded of the past,a lil'.not that i need much of it,but it's different thinking about sth and hearing about it,yes?
lotsa stuff that i still wanna do.but dun really know how to.or too lazy.

yawn,tired.

interview i

eh,had this interview juz now at NhaytchB,saw agne5 there, as well as this other history grad.neway talked a bit,then i went for my interview,which i thought didn't last very long (or go very well).then went to mar1na to have lunch,saw ms gay there when i was about to leave,talked a little,then left for home.tired.i wanna sleep.but...tuition later.and tomorrow another interview.so,yawn..

neway had this dream a coupla nights back,when dream-me knew i was having a dream.like,usually u'd noe its a dream,but its the detached-u who noes that dream-u isn't real and (detached)-u r really watching a dream from an outsider's point of view?neway dream-me knew it was a dream,cuz it was such an improbable situation that it had to be a dream,right?or maybe this is common,for dream-ppl to noe that they are in a dream.neways...

i feel like headed for dreamsville...but tuition in half an hour,SBS............

post-nati0nal day

hmm...i recall some stuff tt i felt like typing out,but i'm so damn concussed that i hav trouble remembering stuff...erm...

ok,i'll juz go sleep...

weekend

yawn...pretty sian day..got adapter from y1ngt1ng in the morning,headed to C55 early to run thru amadeus songs - can't say its been very uplifting..neway after that prac,did some songs,prac ended,hung around a while then decided to go h0lland v.dinner,then moved to essential brue.was momentarily tempted to order a cocktale,but stuck to my pledge - gahmen's rich enuff,doesn't need me contributing more tax revenue.been a bloody day,apart from a short spike at brue.after that went home.probably so sian cuz my sunday gets burnt so quickly.sunrise,wake up,travel,prac,sunset,travel,home.

sometimes,u juz hav no idea wtf u r doing wen u r doing sth,but doing it neway.n for all my realistic assessments,i am still hopeless,pui.hmm,pui pui pui pui,juz for kicks.no more clicks.still,i wonder wat letter it is now - c?e?g?p?t?v?

oi.stop it ar.

i feel happy today (i hope its not the end of the world tml)

morning,dragged me sorry arse outta bed,gamed a while,then went to meet mag for movie (planned)..alas,kong shifu forgot to check e listings for TODAY wen she checked it yesterday,so we din watch,cuz no good time...ate lunch,dropped by her house to drop off her stuff,went back to play arcade..damn,my suckiness makes me miss MBK's even more..neway afternoon met up wif legend n jenn n ongtaitai at kopibean...talk talk talk..ongtaitai never change lor,juz like legend..after that jenn drove us to viv0,i took bus to mar1na sq to meet kaxe for the tix,went for the concert at nite,went for late dinner,talked abit about the others,went home.

still thinking about whether to take up offer..would depend on them la,ball's in their (her?) court..i hope i can though.will tok to pr0f L about it tml,for more opinions..still..the illusion of choice is a powerful - well,not drug - intoxicant?in a milder sense..think thats y dem0cracy is sucha hot concept-commodity for many consumers..so,this thing would be a nice thing to have, provides either practical resources or a morale boost.

neway kaxe seems to lead a really tough life now...even worse than wen i was staying over in sch during reading week..may he be released soon...

kinda miss 3s1g days oso...

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"yo."

"Oi Wilson,wake up!"
"wo yao shui jiao~~"