Taking Back Sundays...

i am smitten with Transmetropolitan... it may well be the last series i read before i go..seriously, i think the end is near...

a better week...i hope...

yay,i can think about selling VV tix again (for now,at least),mwahaha...

ran just now,nice weather to run in...cooling...on the other hand,my timing was 1 min slower than my last run, + my shoes got muddy + i got bored running in circles...still,i think i shud make it a choir-practice-ly thing...

sianz,i woke up n i feel like shit...ok,not that bad,but not good...i am seeing too many parallels, and similarities...yoohoo!!get a brain (a functional one,not that sorry excuse for grey matter that u r using now) and see more perpendicular lines-at least they intersect to form points...
erm,i was tokking cock,nvm...
neway,hope it was work,but if it isn't,hope its better now... but hope its just my sway mouth...see?i do lotsa hoping,i'm actually an optimist!!! :D

sianz,was with jack in the afternoon...he never sour me~~sigh...n he said something i didn't expect to hear though i've thought about it often enough...i suppose i shud start hearing it more often,get some adaptation...though it'd be nice if i dun actually have to see it..wait,i revise that - it'd be nice if i dun have to see it (while still having my sense of sight - wouldn't wanna go blind)...i know he was just kidding,but still..kinda sucky...

sigh,i'm trying to be proactive liao lor,but ang got reply!!!!!

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'tis a bad week, for some of us.well,badder for some than others,but bad nonetheless.

thanx for being honest.hope all works out well.

too many parallels go nowhere...actually too few parallels go nowhere as well,i suppose.

i need this so very much,right now..

i need to brush up on my WCS - didn't actually see that one coming,though i'm not sure how i managed that.
maybe i shud just quit everything and save everybody the trouble.
i envy wes|ey gibs0n,at least in the beginning.

2nd week of studies..hooray.not.

ok,i've been slack..
been doing a little readings, trying to keep up with them so i don't drown by midterm break..from the first lectures, i regret taking one module,the rest so far still ok.that one seemed quite lungs.well,from the first impression anyway..and then cores screwed up and sent me an erroneous email about tutorial..lucky i banked on the reliability of AnnYouAss to screw up and din mess with my choices.

anyway met up with igualans last fri at IV's house..yay,longtime no see brother liao...and brownie(?) damn string-stone la,run to me wen i got food,bochup me wen he dun wanna eat :( anyway got the dvd from wayne le,haha...shiok~~!! anyway hope we can have a full strength one in feb head..


then went back to css on sat,longtime no go...i dun like the toilets anymore (at least,the 3rd floor ones),not clean le :( but i havn't gone walking around yet,maybe i go see the old classroom,ah bo no chance in future le..

stressball squeezing over the past few days (n no, i'm not exceptionally stressed), it has its opportunity costs in terms of time.no good.hmm...everything will be cool in may.i think (n hope).

neway i'm proud of myself - i said no to a her for more than 10 times!! YES!!! my first step towards ending Kaiciusness!!!

Damn Sianz...

raining everyday...tink we may have a drought in feb,this few days gonna finish the rain quota for 1st quarter of 06 liao,kns...2 lectures today,1st one was ok..2nd one,tsk,ok for 1st half...after that it was a challenge to remain conscious,kns...then choir prac,after that bia home..tink that'll be my SOP to go home liao - good...

non-productive again today,kns...i should leave the stressball squeezing for when i actually have the time to squeeze it,like maybe never...put it in a box n see it only when i'm gonna die..maybe not even then..sayonara stressball...

right.if it were that easy,shrinks and therapists would be eating air...

neway last week someone from long ago called,but i wasn't home,shit...every now n then wondered how he's doing...amazing,though i'm not surprised,he has seen broken red dust...kinda sad though...

few days back had a different sandman,someone from way back..n this didn't involve any reprimand,rebuke,or piak#.refreshingly non-contributory to depression..

# Sound effect, not supposed to mean anything.

Happy New Year...

ok,so the 1st post of the new year will have no effect on me watsoever,i was just lazy...

so..

the festive season has come and gone...well,i didn't feel very festive,but at least i met up with witchy on new year's eve...well,a short while but at least managed to meet in 2005,haha..after that went to wil's and then kx's,thanx to all who made it successful! erm...sorry i was sleeping most of the time,haha...at least i know kx has comfy cushions :P

well,term has started,but i dun feel like it has started leh (maybe cuz it hasn't,at least for me..)
sianz,loads of work to do...anticipating a lotta crap this sem..well,it'll be better by Mar..i hope...

+ i'm broke...n not normal broke - dirt broke...

neway went out with meng n han...rained a bit again,but at least not as bad as sunday...erm,hard to outrain sunday man...neway walked around,then went to meng's room to game with han while he went to shake his bon bons,haha...

i.am.so.dirt.broke.

shall look forward to March...