D.press.Der. sleep it off.

had an interesting 2 day course at the start of the week.then went for a seminar,which i understood kinda nuts about.then had a headache day, and then went for event for which i was twice-deflected-arrowed,which turned out better (and more interesting) than i imagined (and i have quite an imagination). ok, so i dun really like wine. neway a lousy next day, then a sian evening.
and then..a missed-prac day, for which i feel kinda guilty about. probably should've done sekshenals.oh well, it's done. watched pleasure factory, din really understand the ending.cognitive functions cease over the weekends.and watched liverpo0l draw.which made for a non-great night.
depresseder than usual.i hope its e booze, depressants n all.nah..it's just that i am thinking again.and since i don't earn any nobel prizes for the sort of thinking i do, its not a good thing. dammit, i'm already thinking about the next crossroad, barely 2 months into the 1st fork in the road.not that i'm there yet. wondering about the should/can/will i's. some questions don't have ready answers. not ones that i like neway. the what questions, especially. sometimes i wish i'd taken k0kb0on's path. i'd fit the stereotype. then again, it might be an ir0n maiden for me. drifting's a bitch. oh well..think i finally id'd something about meself, which doesn't bode well for me. like, how obvious?? neway, not at all useful. or uplifting. at all. should i be taken with something i don't actually remember the much of? juz a fase, waiting for it to pass. or maybe i'm juz nutsy from lack of release. it's been a year since i last had a (real) run.

so. looking forward to..

stardust
30 days 0f night
ir0n man
the dark kn1ght
wanted (reservations about this 1, i hope its good)
cl0verfield
hulk
hellb0y
pun1sher

all i can think of for now. sian. kinda missing avnl's "becauwz". becauwz...it reminds me of his energy and enthusiasm, both of which i need loads of. sleep it off. sleep it off.