dichotomies and shades of grey

hmm...not really sure wtf i'm doing here,since i shud be in bed..but,since i'm here,might as well make the most of it..

was thinking of collaboration..n remembering wat ah mak said in class about it, case study malena..no black-and-white's, all shades of grey..which leads to a work of fiction i recently..consumed..kax would know about it,though he may not know he knows..NNNNnnnnewayz..so,hmm..kinda lost my thoughts for awhile..so,neway about collaboration..and the related topic of occupation..well,no one here knows any other other than the japanese one..anyway..demonized ideas of them aren't new..nor totally fiction..just that,the -ve's played up and the +ve's down..well,linking the idea of demonizing to west-special-joy,no one wants to think about the possibility that anyone could have done whatever was done..so,they are especially evil..can't (dun want to) be explained..anomaly..well,if only i could believe that..for life went on under the evils, in a more-or-less normal fashion..so..bad things happened,good things happened..shit happens wen there r people, n any person can do anything,put in the right environment,had the right background,has the right buttons pushed...so,my world is grey..or greyer than how most people might see it..which is why i'd probably hate moral crusaders

not that it's related in anyway watsoever,but i like this alot..forgot who said it,ah hong or bruce: history has changed from an ontological issue to an epistemological issue..

neway i like ah mak..he can be quite inspiring sometimes..too bad i'm a lil' too cynical to be inspired much..then again,any bit is a good bit..quoting 177urfett, "the oomph"~

i'm getting extremely adept in showing my use of time in the form of time-wasting..