It's Been 1 Week

been a long week..played like crazy during final week of vacation (n totally not sorry about it,esp wen i think of just the fist day of school,but..more on that later).. watched helen and hard candy..helen was kinda touching,hard candy was incomprehensible to me apart from the most superficial of levels..perhaps there wasn't enough character development..oh well,dunno la..went wakeboarding last thu,damn shiok..though i think i kinda verified my hypothesis that i have a learning curve that's quite anti-steep..if y is the learning done n x,the time taken..oh well,proximity to zhengj1e has given me more of a just-whack attitude..erm,nvm..neway the place was shiok,very lazy feel to it..like i holidaying (which,in a sense,i was..) at some nua place (which,again,the place was.is.) oh well,neway fri went to watch fireworks with cv peeps,went to that ulu place..well,ok view,i guess,but kinda distant.and couldn't watch the fireworks that went off at lower altitudes cuz treeline was blocking view.(n 0pt said she watched on sat,with full view.sitting down.no jostling. ENVIOUS~~~) back to fri..neway saw some vc ppl,incl 0pt,at that place-which-i-dunno-e-name..after that,shared cab home..insert a couple of pracs at fush's,+ 2 tuitions,and there went my weekdays..sat was rehearsal at yms.not that bad a rehearsal,though i wasn't too happy about it..so much more could have been better..nvm,not impt,over le..neway after that went qj1e's bday party,talked about some rather sombre stuff while there.had no comments at the time.perhaps a later time.
so.sunday,went back to css for the carn1val thing (nice to see some old faces),reached early to prep for short performance (which i tot was rather pointless,the place was so damn noisy),after that continued with prac..kinda tiring,after a long day,but din actually spend all that time on prac la,had some downtime..spent some time doing readings on way home..hmm,that's more or less the record of me last week of vacation..

well,went over to meng's for pool-chelsk1 match at nite,damn song!! go r11se powerdrive!!
neway headed home after match,to sleep better..

so..school started today,went for class in the morning and late afternoon,both of which i thought was rather interesting (for today,without the burden of class discussion). was kinda thinking it's cool,till i realized that this is supposed to be the slack week,1st week of sch n all..it feels like a (bit lighter) normal week though..hate to think of how crunchtime will b like..

well,crunchtime is here now..my answer to fush's question posed on sat is that i don't noe what exactly it is i want,whether the concert's gonna b a runaway success or not.i dun even have to think about that. what i want is to keep my promise. i promised fat that i'd help for this concert,n that's what i'm gonna try to do. i dun wanna be a presence that,if absent,makes no difference t all,cuz that's not helping (to me),that's just making up the numbers (wait,that was wat fat said to me then,no?haha..)


sense of foreboding(yeah,i'm plagiarizing here,ha..),for more than just 1 thing...n i'm being realistic,not pessimistic.