Sentosa...Sunny Day...

went sentosa yesterday...all late 'cept jac,haha..all bestie's fault la :P neway good sun,heng never rain,ah bo legend confirm yak non-stop (haha)...pretty fun,other than sunburn n sore forearms...neway jac is small-nail-when,haha...everything oso have...oh well...

then got an sms halfway...surprisingly din manage to bleed me..maybe it hasn't sunken in yet,or i havn't been tinking about it much so far...well...real sunny day...damn...

*i had a dream...
it was a nice dream...
it was a dream that i,if i'm optimistic,believe can come true ...
i dun like nice dreams...
i'd very much like to not dream at all...

sigh...

Free on Monday

well,dun have to help out for matric fair anymore...n i din tink i was that blind,how cud i not have seen that coming?i shud noe better..stupidity...neway at least it takes away something that i hav to think about.

sigh...i shud b sleeping...

hmm...if i go ahead with my current planned timetable,i get...2 free days!!hope i can damage control this sem...
hope last sem was my bwangest sem ev-wait..last sem WAS my bwangest sem ever...sigh...

Got Chance Chalet...

went on wed,stayed for 1 nite only cuz had tuition on thu nite n work on fri...nice to c most of them again,haha...played soccer with them (minus weisheng-he had to accompany gf n shiqing,haha)...as usual,full of laughter affair,with the usual antics n crap...then wayne had his shirt appreciated by a doggie,haha...left its mark on his shirt..very wet ar :)
then went back for bbq,i peng hanzi n sweetcorn,haha...then sit n tok cock (or rather listened to them tok cock,for the most part)...sianz...then the girls left,then ww came...surprised a bit by conversation,but oh well...nvm...read a bit then went to sleep,while the others made noise the entire nite playing mahjong...finally everybody concussed around 7+ in the morning...made noise again,haha...neway i joined young elder,weisheng n his gf (sorry dunno how to spell her name) for breakfast,then took train with her back..tokked a bit,then she headed for school...envy...

then i just realised that i'm supposed to go help out at matric fair..sianz gotta fly plane yet again...n i can't decide how i feel about that...
tired...
tired...
tired...

Rainy Morning...

yup,n so i overslept again..so took cab (again) to sch,for the cca card...settled everything,passed things over to bro,n...went home.stupid ass,waste my own time only...neway met wayne at nite for sin city..pretty cool,i guess,i've never read the comics,so i can't really say...neway elijah wood's character was creepy...n josh hartnett was...well,cool,haha...

...personal failures apart,i'd really like to kick that mfsob...

sigh...how much longer u wanna sour?oi.Oi.Oiii~~!!sigh,nvm...

"...Each person must make the decision to leave his past behind or die with it hanging about his neck...there are some who would rather die..." ~the Lioness

B@y Be@ts

went for that with kx yesterday,after one whole day of sleeping,sianz...oink..neway it was pretty cool,but too bad we missed the sunset thing...saw some fireworks for the ndp stuff,beautiful...neway going down again later tonight after work...

legend's free le,more hls! n hope bestie will finally plan a successful sentosa trip.. c?i'm being optimistic! :)

hope 0pt feels better soon...

Start of another week

tired...
tired...
tired...

sometimes i think back,n wonder if it's really as denko said,so long (?) ago...nah,not to me,not chummy...sigh...