night 5

been quite unproductive as the nights progress..probably cuz not sleeping well in the day..idiot..neway,had a rather fun day trying to study on day 6..lotsa tokking cock..then again,rather behind in the already-tight schedule liao..tsk tsk..i wish i cared more..

neway checked out LP's new album recently..less angsty and angry liao..think i read somewhere that ches+er said they had to grow and progress as a band..well,if that's the result of growth,well.. nice knowing you,LP..si|ent civi|ian sounds quite similar to sp1neshank though,probably cuz i can't detect any difference in style.assuming there's any.

sometimes,its easy to say that we shouldn't live life with regrets.just do,say what you want to.no time for useless things like apprehension,what if,or any of the sort.of course,that's a good idea if you're gonna die like...soon.for the less/more fortunate with decades more to live,some risks just aren't for taking.unless,again,one has a foot in a grave.or crematorium,in our context.so.simple things to do,say aren't that simple.or maybe its not cuz i make it not.a click (or 2),a phonecall,a letter,a message.things i'd do only if its the last thing i do.of course,that assumes i'm un/lucky enuff to know in advance.

on to other stuff.couldn't quite believe that for a supposedly-experienced and well respected statesman,such things came outta his mouth(of course,this is based on reports).not that i've ever been a great fan,but i thought he'd have mellowed a lil' by now.not particularly neighbourly,his comments.on a more local level,i'd be rather perturbed if said statesman was referring to me.in the absence of A,B follows.so,in order to stave off B,A is justified.what if B isn't an issue for me in the 1st place?

hai,depressing.

night 3

huh..got back my arts project today,think this is the highest grade i've ever received in nus,and its a non-academic assignment.nice..neway gave it to prof l0ckhart liao,so,that's the end of it..tomorrow gonna get back diasp0ra term essay,hope it'll be ok..hope hope..since participation is non-existent.speaking of which,i'm dead for m'sia as well..hmm,hope my classical empires assignments oso ok,did them in a rush..so sianz of studying le,been studying the nights while sleeping my days away..guess hls will start after exam ba..

anyway pr0f l0ckhart told me that i'll probably not like the heritage job,so i guess its a good thing they din call me huh..

may will be happening..in addition to my entry into the unemployed ranks of society,i need to go watch spidermanIII..erm,then apparently got new show on tv - the beginning,but..it reminds me more of the end rather.so,i dun like it,haha..and,end-april marks the return of peter petrelli,yay~

aaannnddd...no way i'll end this with a yay,so,on to suckier stuff..erm,i will miss year 4,enjoyed it lots.and i'm glad i took the advice of witchy,speaking of whom,i havn't been talking to for a while,apart form that time i called her to ask for help.i havn't even updated her on my life (or lack of)..so,will miss the nights spent in honroom..plus,think its sad that i won't be able to run in campus at night ar..i could come back after grad la,but it'll be different,i think,even assuming i make the effort to..think i'll have a final run before i leave...

mugging

sianzzz,deadbeat from studying in school..actually deadbeat from staying awake in ungodly hours,trying to study. then again,this is probably the only course of action left.study at night,sleep the day away.rather vampy..speaking of which,spike got his ibrow scar from a mugging,i believe...yay.soon-to-be-unemployed-leech.of.society-non.contributor..

totally unrelated,nobody likes marilyn..i feel so sorry for him...why do people think he look like ghost?apart from the fact that he does?hmm...
yawn..need to study somemore,i'm only at the first part of slack module,still got my work cut out for me..

erm..tsk...eh..nah...hmm...haiz...

yawn..just finished my critique..n i havn't done my essay..suicidal much? sianz,wondering if i shud sleep,class at 10am later..but if dun sleep,i'll die if there's tutorial.tsk..i'm emulating the legendary indecisiveness,knn...see how...

neway been watching btvs recently..n found out that there're buffystudies in some uni,in london or something..so,looking at jobs that require 'a degree in any discipline', i could have majored in buffystudies,come back and applied for those jobs, and they would have to consider my application,no?then again,they need not,n need not lemme noe about their neednot-ness..sigh...i'm hamstrung by my hamstrings...

on to CL:
i hope t0tti plays, scores, and gets rested..(he came, he saw, he scored)..oh,wud b a bonus if cr0nald0 concedes a penalty (even better if it was a dive,haa...)
i hope chelski kena whack by valencia (go morientes!), but if can shun bian make valencia work hard for it...help pool open road..
i hope milan lose,haha..
n of course,i hope pool wins easy,haha...dun risk injuries..

yawn..my kick up my arse this sem comes too late..i'm taking yan way too seriously...