Friday, March 03, 2006

even more stressball squeezing...squeeze squeeze...

hmm..think my minor inconvenience is making its presence felt..can't overlook it anymore...hope it's not anything incapacitating...whole and whole is the ideal here...sianz,i'm so not ready for imagined WCS, though that situation can be rectified with a pen, a writing pad and a couple of hours.even more stressball squeezing today,esp at ah heng's lect...think it's getting beyond the realm of the mental and going into the physical now...then again,it was alrite in the evening..maybe i just need a shrink...nutcase.

hmm...2 days to actual event.uncertainty,apprehension,lack of confidence.nelly not angry.everybody's laughing.am i the only one who thinks there's something wrong with this scenario?not that i'm being judgmental or anything,i'm just...bewildered?dunno...maybe it's only me who thinks there's a problem, stemming from my own cmi-ness...

i need to sleep...

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