Why am i still awake??

sianz...i dunno wat i'm doing online still...its not like i have anything to do...sianz...

tempted to go fr@nz ferdin@nd concert next feb,but...i realize i'm not really into them in the first place...+ i dunno them well...sigh...

end of year period is a depressing time...

i am hungry...

i need to spend my time more constructively...

been a little nostalgic the past few days...
i haven't walked around town alone,with my earphones blasting,for a long time...
i haven't walked into 7-11,bought a bar of chocolate for my sugar kicks along with a drink n called it lunch for a long time..
i haven't wandered around aimlessly,with no idea of where to go next,for a long time...
i haven't stood and browsed books at kino for a long time...
i haven't boarded a bus and see where it takes me for a long time...
i haven't passed the istan@ for a long time...
but i have been faithfully and consistently bleeding all these years...