rammstein, ohne dich

did the usual car0lling at sicc,and mar1na mandar1n.suite was a blast,though it was kinda overkill since so few of us stayed.neway,wii's a real workout.on x'mas day,got stuck in a lift at sicc.lucky i was standing where the air was coming in,otherwise i'd have fainted.

went to legend's on nye.the girls couldn't make it,yan left early.played silly game and drank.then went home to crash.sent a pretty bastard-sounding msg, and for a while it could have been a shithole.well luckily it turned out ok.luckily.

met up with feng n ting on fri,went to pau|aner brahau5 after dinner.cuz t1mbre was full.at both substati0n & arts h0use,kns.the live band was pretty ok though.good meet-up.feng is enjoying her work,although it gets pretty shitty.doubt i'd ever handle this kinda life.or rather,i dun wanna find out.still.stories of young wannabe kidults were entertaining.maybe i should check it out sometime.hmm...nah~

met up with ken,yant1ng and liy1 on sat,went to br0tzeit after lunch.i think i ordered the exact shit i did the previous night.neway j1awen,hua1zh1 and ir1s joined up later.talked awhile,mostly about how nusch0ir is now.then we all split.i went freeneasy walking,stopped by kino awhile and headed home for some krat0s-slashing.how i missed/needed it.still,i wonder why i so readily said ok when ting jio'd.i mean,i must have known right?stupidity i guess.understatement.

stayed home and nua'd the whole sun away.only redemption was the very short run i did.pissy mood,hence the run despite persistent coff.i should branch out.

if i had money to burn,i'd have gotten a shrink.but,give it time and i think the bugger would end it like t0dd did/plans to do al.even i find the story stale.same punchline after years?i need my head in the right place.and a game plan.and something to burn off some of the fanger.or maybe i just need an out.or a compass.

aftermath

hmm,aftermath..should i want more?i should be able to feel pretty happy with 203,considering the lack of proper preparations..still,its so close to a sub2,tsk...neway just read some threads on the forum,can understand the pissed-off-ness of having a blockade in front of the end..but oso reminded of the nonsenseness of some people.o well..plan to do HM then FM next year ba.plan.

1st carolling gig this year was pretty ok...need to work on the songs more though..

lost my interest in f0rce unleashed.chains 0f 0lympus still good though..mirr0r's edge is fun.maybe i'll get to play it next year.or the year after next,hah.

pineapple xpress and zack n miri are funny.wat else is there?hmm...

legs still sour on d-day+2.i prob lack animal proteins.as an alterative,i want (the long) tights..x'mas present~~!! oops,speaking of which,still owe meng his reefs.and mag her card.i'm in debt. :(

6 weeks...

went for l0ckhart's dinner on friday evening, attendance - j0hn, d0cm0k, y0ngxi, edgar, b0bby, zo0, naj1b, pau|, gu0yi, ca|eb, s1da, and gnap. after dinner, few of us stayed behind at starbux to tokcock..seems zo0 is real popular in school,ha..hopefully its not a psycho chick..mostly reminisce about the old days..and how old we are now,ha..wen weekends are spent, increasingly regularly, attending wedding dinners..n bitching about people. neway saw a few of zo0's vids on utube,super bo liao..only those group of people can do this kind of shit..talked more about stalkerx, 'i agree', and chinese-speaking-elite.the idiocy of some people (the elite) is amazingly funny..

neway saw week0k last fri at imm,wen we met for meng's dinner..he's married to someone from rulang s well-din recognize her..biang,meng n i lost for words wen he told us he was with his wife..neway,i realize we dun really noe many people from other classes..

bought another pair of shoes (planning to claim from ah gong). stupid, should have claimed the other pair..me, please remember that i'm a size 9.and realized that its about 6 weeks to the run, and i'm waaay~ too ill-prepped. hmm...should i do wat i should?

the week past

been an interesting week..attended pr0f L's talk at acm on tue,saw doc mok,yuhan,etc,had dinner with L. met up with ting and yuefeng on wed for dinner,talked,kopi'd,got stuck in the train.not as interesting as it might've sounded,that last part..fri,met someone rather interesting.worldview,life experiences,etc.went for cv mtg on sat,had loadsa discussion on fundamental issues.which remain unresolved.still,it shook everyone outta lethargy or sth.dinner at thaixpress (again) at esplanade,watched fireworks after.more kopi-ing at suntect starbux.hmm..never quite made the connection earlier,but now that i tink about it..athena!apollo!

sun was spent lazing around and sleeping, mostly cuz of the rain.but watched the US-Spain match.Spain is good,esp Fernandes and Rubio.and the price of lazing around is...waking up in a bloody panic trying to clear stuff.

this is pretty shitty.almost forgot how it was like the previous.still,it'll pass.
belated happy birthday to mag.still no idea with the card,as of now.
saw mia0xian yesterday at funan, had lunch together and talked abit.nice.
my phone plunged headfirst into milk last night.as if the rust isn't problem enough -.-
finished cr00ked little vein-funny,pretty ('haha') sick stuff inside.until i find out its not all invention.guess that's the appeal about ellis and ennis.
looking forward to new albums from slipkn0t, metallica and trivium.
tv season is back soon,yay!

egg raw

hmm...tot of taking day off today,then half day,then gave up on the idea completely..just not worth the headache..neway,read a coupla days back that m1ke +urner passed away.tsk, thought he was getting better,but..

surprisingly,i managed to book 1ppt this month..strange,i thought there was a buffer period between windows or sth.well.gotta do better than the last time.should have sth to eat before i go this time.hmm...or maybe i should just lay off,in case i slacken off for the next 1 year.need spread out the spending of the money too.

juz caught Wanted. I thought sth was...off,even for a Hollyw00d flick.oh well,at least hellb0y seems good..and DK.

lastly,thanx for all the msg's.got a few unexpected (but appreciated) ones,din get 1 or 2 hoped for ones,but all the same.its gonna be another day.