don't know what to make of it

a little disturbed with wat i witnessed today...i suppose it is not surprising...i don't believe there was any malice involved...but i dun think she understood the insinuations and implications of what she said...still,said friend was concerned,n i suppose that balances the scale somewhat...but...i wonder how many people have been...misrepresented so far...illustrates the fallibility of human memory,i suppose...

becoming the enemy...

read about this from the papers (yes i do read the papers,sometimes)
well, from my fave leader's mouth,apparently...
"...[He] told me to [do this]...[He] told me to [do that]..."
he sounds exactly like the people he claims are evil (not that i'm disputing that point)...becoming like the people he denounces...so,in addition to stupidity (in my opinion), he has added fanaticism(?) to his list...

how come they like to think that they so special that He speaks to them?they have a hotline to Him??speed dial on their cellphone?email?msn?

sorry for the lack of detail (hopefully)...i just thought that with the way we are being so chummy with them, it'd be unwise to speak too -vely about this shining beacon of the light...wait i kena charged or watever,i scared...

a sidenote,i should get a memento mori..not that i need one (does anyone?),but just for the sake of having something that could serve as one...what can it be?
...rambling...

...

walking should be done facing the front
and look back regularly to see where one tripped.
note that the operative word here is regularly.
walking while looking backwards ALL the time,
only brings about a fall, sooner rather than later.

yet what is there to look forward to,
on this path upon which u trod?
the light at the end of the tunnel?
and if that light shines from the head of a train?
what then?

Happy Birthday

to Mr Pop,top level executive,family man Yan...

and of course not forgetting...


the irreplaceable,multi-tasking,legendary (an understatement,of course), "phwoar-satellite!!"-ing,"woa-u're-good"-ing, (recent) plane flying,busy,top-scoring,etc.......(yet another understatement,of course) Legend!!!

updaaate~~

well,i'm obliging clubber...so,what matter of interest happened to me recently?

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absolutely none...nothing of interest happened,haha...well,except i bwanged midterms (oops mentioned that liao)...neway,back to work,yesterday n later...longtime no work le,feels good...ok,feels different..i need something different from planning study trips to sch over the weekend..not that its any productive,but better than no work done..then again,some work done = no income...so,effort to generate some revenue this weekend...hope i get to reading readings for essay later,very lagging le..

waiting for return of midterm can b...depressing...just hope that i get a respectable score,so as to speak...well,at least something brightened my (fri)day...heard something i never thought i would hear in my lifetime..then again,it has but miniscule effect on the overall results...oh well,hope i can do more of his modules in future..

n i hate the external module...lecturer super longwinded,in a naggy way...so thats 2 times the bwey-lun...i miss the previous one...more interesting,lunch breaks in tutorials...sigh,darn,good things dun last long (they never seem to)

oh well,before i finish off with yet another meaningless post,gotta say this again: i hate rain...esp at night...sigh...

gundammit

sianz...great last few days...bwanged midterm,defensive mistakes,missing towel,comp dead for e near future,caught in heavy rain (which i absolutely luurve~..)...sian sian sian...

neway i'm broke for bey0nd concert,sianz...then again,i'm not exactly a fan la...oh well,missable (for me at least)...

watched k!ll b!ll 1 today,way cool~~

i just realized,some songs played backwards really...are not incoherent.then again,it didn't sound as..menacing as i tot it'd be...oh well...

i'm done here...nothing to say...except the usual whining,of course...sianz sianz sianz....

heavy rain just now...hope no cramps...